Inside my Photography Mind

A few years ago, I attended a presentation by Freeman Patterson, one of Canada’s top nature photographers. It was an honour to hear his story and gain insight in to what inspires him and what Photography has given him. During his talk, he said something that really struck me; “the lens looks both ways.”

The lens looks both ways. Wow! I had never thought of this before. As I reflected on his words, I realized what a profound statement it was. Then I thought, oh my gosh, what have I been sharing through my photography. What does it really say about me? This lens looking both ways.

When I venture out to create a photograph I really have no idea what I will find. My landscape photography is about mood and what strikes me as a pleasing image in that moment. I look for elements that I would like to include in the image and then my creative mind takes over to provide the mood. What shutter speed and depth of field would I like? How much exposure do I need? What angle do I need to shoot from to create the feel that I would like? How am I going to frame this shot? What do I include? What do I exclude? I never once thought; what does this say about me?

Recently, I pulled over to the side of a rural road when something caught my eye. There was a lone tree on the horizon with a bit of an interesting sky above. I ventured into a farmer’s field to capture this tree from the best angle that I could find. As I was doing this I captured a few different views of this same tree. It wasn’t until I was editing the photos that I felt the difference in the images.

Moody Tree; feeling alone in this great big world, filled with uncertainty as the sky shifts around.

Moody Tree; feeling alone in this great big world, filled with uncertainty as the sky shifts around.

The same tree; alone but filled with hope as there is a mood of being watched over and taken care of from above.

The same tree; alone but filled with hope as there is a mood of being watched over and taken care of from above.

I was really struck by the different moods in these two photos. Both taken seconds apart. Yet as I edited them I felt two distinctly separate moods. I can relate with the feelings in both of these photographs. Was it the mood I was feeling in that moment? I’m not sure. I was happy that day, driving listening to my favourite music, heck I even think I was singing along. But that lone tree caught my attention. I guess the lens found something in me that day.